“What kind of energy do my sons Caleb and Nicolas have towards me as their mother”

THE SACRED OVERVIEW

The oracle of family recognizes what you are carrying in this question, and it is not a small thing: you are a mother asking to see yourself through your sons' eyes, Caleb's and Nicolas's, and that takes a particular kind of courage. This is your first time sitting with the cards, and the three that arrived are not gentle pleasantries; they are honest, and they are holding something real about what moves between the three of you. There is love here, without question, and there is also a gap worth naming so it can be crossed.